I just found something I think I wrote after mulling over a certain Roman emperor.
.......
You rest on the stairs
head thrown back onto outstretched arm
and if I hadn't killed you myself,
hadn't stepped in the blood that fills
your boots and sops your hem...
Well, if I hadn't, we wouldn't be here
like this now, would we?
And so I sit alongside you,
Gaze up at the ceiling with eyes as
alive as yours are dead, and I laugh.
Who shall fill my little boots when it's my turn to rest?
.......
You rest on the stairs
head thrown back onto outstretched arm
and if I hadn't killed you myself,
hadn't stepped in the blood that fills
your boots and sops your hem...
Well, if I hadn't, we wouldn't be here
like this now, would we?
And so I sit alongside you,
Gaze up at the ceiling with eyes as
alive as yours are dead, and I laugh.
Who shall fill my little boots when it's my turn to rest?