I'm standing under a large alder bush with a group of people. I'm a teenager again, and one of the people with me is Donna, my old high school chum. We are chopping up the tree with axes. At one point, a small child runs past and almost gets killed. All of us break into song, singing Johnny Cash's "Delia." I discuss changing the name of my forum from Smash Your Head Against the Cage to Cute Hibernating Fluffy Bunnies in Winter. I wake up baffled.